How to Say Goodbye in Robot - Natalie Standiford A book that I start out loving and think is perfect but then goes off the rails gets a lower rating from me than a so-so book. Why did you have to do this, Natalie Standiford? I don't want to give a spoiler but let me put it like this. There's a thing that always happens to characters with a disability. And that thing happens in this book, which just pisses me off.